Friday, September 26, 2008

Dedicated

Alright, something new is coming. And I'm talking about fiction. I can feel it. "Big Fish"....

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

On Lonliness


It's my nature as a dreamer to fall hard for anyone who encourages me. Dreaming is sometimes a real lonely thing, and its easy to get caught up in it all. Emotions magnify; sleep is lost. But in the end I'll be alright, because while dreaming is a lonely thing it also fuels a fire. Keeps me hungry. So while the history may repeat, a circular motion - one always ensures the other. Dreaming and happiness.
I don't know if any sense is being made here, only I know that I'm happy for the moment and forever. I love my hungry heart, and acceptance for sanity's sake. I love things like rain and smiles, things that come all too quickly and are gone before we know it. (Silly though, that I sometimes can't smile - more a physical incapability than not desired)
That's me in a nutshell.
A nutshell I'm too often away from, when insecurities seem to spike up through the ground. A nutshell I need to hang on to a little more tightly.



Let's share a smile before the storms come again, shall we? Dancing in the moonlight is saved for when the day that carried it was bright and sunny.



Top 15 Favorite Songs (At The Moment)

  • # 15 - The Gambler - Kenny Rogers
  • # 14 - Lighten It Up, Francis - Puscifer
  • # 13 - Hooker With A Penis - Tool
  • # 12 - Cities of the Future - Infected Mushroom
  • # 11 - Sleeping Beauty - A Perfect Circle
  • # 10 - Bright Morningstar - Maxi Jazz
  • # 9 - The Mark - Black Light Burns
  • # 8 Start A War - Static-X
  • # 7 Passin' Me By - The Pharcyde
  • # 6 - Change (Acoustic: In The House Of Flies) - The Deftones
  • # 5 - The Stone - Ashes Divide
  • # 4 - Gasoline - Seether
  • # 3 - Egg Man On The Beach - Counting Crows
  • # 2 - Another Lonely Day - Ben Harper
  • # 1 - Before I Forget - Slipknot